Life is so eventful

Do you believe in love?

0evangeline0 — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 20:46:18 +0000

I know, it’s been done before, but I just can’t help myself.

I’ve never been in love. Not even a crush. I’ve never felt for a man (or a woman) more than physical attraction.

I heard somewehere that love last 3years, just the time to have a kid, and make sure the female can manage alone, then the male can go away and have other kids. It’s nature.

Does true love really exist? The kind that makes you weak on the knees? Are people celebrating their 50th anniversary fooling themself?

Maybe it’s just me.

I shy away from human affection. I don’t let anybody touching me. I can’t remember the last time I hugged someone.

But I want to find that man. The one that will make my life complete, make me miss him every second I’m not close to him. That will show me what it’s like to make love.

I want to lie by his side, and not be afraid of what the future hold, because he will be there.

There is a song, by Lamb. It’s called Gorecki. I’d like to think that’s the definition of true love, and that someday I’ll be able to say that it’s how i feel.

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn’t fear
For I’ve never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still my heart this moment
Oh it might burst

Could we stay right here
Till the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for

All this time I’ve loved you
And never known your face
All this time I’ve missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs
Wanna stay right here
Till the end of time
Till the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for

The one I’ve waited for

All I’ve known
All I’ve done
All I’ve felt was leading to this
All I’ve known
All I’ve done
All I’ve felt was leading to this

Wanna stay right here
Till the end of time till the earth stops turning
Gonna love you till the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for

The one I’ve waited for
The one I’ve waited for

Wanna stay right here
Till the end of time ’till the earth stops turning
Gonna love you till the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for

The one I’ve waited for
The one I’ve waited for

Tell me what true love is

Life is so eventful, by the Smith&Mighty

0evangeline0 — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:37:20 +0000

Playing it, lying in the grass, stargazing
My heart skip a beat

There is nothing to explain

I feel the same

And if your looking to further your mind

Don’t try to reassemble the past too quickly

And don’t forget the time that it takes to make a change

And if your looking to further your mind

Life is so eventful

How could we complain

There is nothing left to say

Just face the day

And if your looking to further your mind

Don’t think it’s not a problem for some to get by

And try to find the time the

That it takes communicate

And if your looking to further your mind

Life is so eventful

How could we complain

There is nothing left to say

There is nothing to explain

Life is so eventful

Just the beginning

0evangeline0 — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:12:59 +0000

Hi !

I don’t even know why i started this blog.
I think it’s because i don’t share my thoughts with anybody, and I need to.

I am a nobody. I don’t know a lot of person, i’m not close to anyone.

But I’m trying to be a good nobody. I’m not an angel, that is for sure, I’m not innocent and pure, I’ve done things I’m not proud of, said things I regret…but, hey, I’m only 18 and that’s just the beginning.

I don’t know a lot of things. I’m simple, I’m your average girl. I’m not pretending to be special, I’m not perfect, I got some bad habits, and some annoying flaws.

I got nothing on you.

What I know for sure, is that I love living, every second, I enjoy every breath I take. I am amazed every time I look at the sky, at mountains… I got butterflies in my stomach every time I feel the wind caress my skin. I feel like crying every time ocean waves come crashing at my feet…

I feel so small, and I got so many things to see, to do, to understand…

I value life more than anything in the world, any form of life.

And I want to do something of mine, something to be proud of.

And I guess what I am trying to say here, is…talk to me, if you feel like me ?

…If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
(Buddha)

(picture: A flower for you by The Flowerman http://the-flowerman.deviantart.com/, he has some pretty amazing shots !!!)